Explanation

Some may be confused about my random previous post. It seems that both people whom I know have blogged about this issue have taken the stance of silence once again to public each for different reasons. One I was watching privately with out her knowledge because I wished to learn more and more about this organization that I spoke of previously and it was kind of a test to a degree. Just to test what I knew of her and what she claimed to be. Wrong perhaps in the eyes of our friendship which I apologize for but with what I know it stands to reason my desire to question what I am being told and what I currently understand.

For those that have no clue what I am speaking of. I will give a general overview of somethings that I have been told by others. This information I was told affects the lives of two close individuals of mine and I am very confused about the situation. I am hesitant to write about it on here but honestly it just another test that must be done. I am finally realizing I cannot believe without question anymore as much as I would like to because there are so many alternate options. Rayne, whom I have spoke of before, is the one who brought me into this circle of confusion, starting with his letters and journals he had written and slowly leaking me more information about his former life. What I am about to say was told to me in the affect that it is extremely dangerous knowledge.

For most of us we assume our government is well not the most honest people in the books but we still trust them as a society to do what is right. According to Rayne and my other cohort whom I will call Amanda, there is a secret organization that was created by the U.S. under the Bush presidency after 9-11. This organization operated secretly and terminated those who were deemed threats and I am sure they did other secret gov stuff as well. I am not certain of a lot of things so these are all generalized statements just to remind you dear readers and some of this may need to be revised if I am incorrect or leading on to much.

My friends claim to have been involved with this organization in there high school years and later. Rayne has the most incredible stories. Amanda I have not been able to speak with much about these situations because I know she does not wish me to understand anything further of this. These claims are extraordinary and in my previous blog I have spoken of my doubts and theories and what evidence I do have to support their claims.

One day I hope I will know the truth and understand it instead of tossing all this in my head everyday. Wishing I could dive deeper into the stories and meet the others Rayne and Amanda claim to know that are involved and learn more about them. I however, respect Rayne enough not to pry to much and will not do so unless he wishes. He is my best friend and this story, reality, whatever it is; it is not worth losing his friendship.