Care

Do you care?... I'll take your silence as a no. I am alone in this and my mind is slipping. I layout a path of silent clues about hidden truths but no one seems to try to understand. Why would they? It does not involve them so they continue on with life happy and sublime while I sit here wasting this life I am given. For once someone please open your eyes open your ears and your hearts most of all. See that I am falling apart even as I try and fix you all. Tell me your problems. Feed me your pain. I will turn it all into my own giving me purpose and giving me a reason to remain sane. Whisper your secrets that you cannot share, I'll listen I'll care but turn your back when I need just a hug. Someone, anyone to make me feel like I am loved. Just walk away as you always do and say you do not understand. Just give me a knife, a bottle of pills, or maybe some rope. Then I'll take this pain into my own hands.