Hurt

Hurt Me

 

by ~fungusamongme

Hurt me and I'll cry,
Hurt me and I'll bleed,
Hurt me and I'll die,
Hurt me, you will see.

Hurt me, I can't sleep,
Hurt me, I can't eat,
Hurt me, I can't concentrate,
Hurt me, I can't retreat.

Hurt me, I won't hurt back,
Hurt me, I won't leave,
Hurt me, I'll love you still,
Hurt me, I'll still believe.

Hurt me, I'll say "sorry,"
Hurt me, I'll take it on me,
Hurt me 'cause I'm used to it,
Hurt me! Hurt me! Please!

Hurt me and I'm yours,
Hurt me just once more,
Hurt me so much that,
I can't hurt anymore...

One can hurt someone in so many ways. Physically, mentally, emotionally, and sometimes all three. Some of us move on and live and forgive and forget and there are those who stand and fight back. We hurt as others hurt us back. Sometimes we are not even aware of the hurt happening or push it away because we do not want to recognize what we have become.  We are our monsters destroying ourselves and others slowly. I let people hurt me. It seems sometimes I enjoy the pain. I care to much about them and forget about myself. Even as they seem to be grasping the life from me I still find myself crying for their soul. I want them to so bad see what they are doing and that I love them even if they seem hell bent on destroying me at times. They may treat me like I do not exist or that am I not human. I do have a heart, take your hand feel it beat. I do feel pain, watch my tears stream down my face. For once try and feel the emotion in the actions I take as I hug you trying to smooth away the fears. I forgive you even tho everything inside is telling me not to. I know the actions you took we not your fault but understand I do feel fear and I do not want to fear you. Hurt is something that is just so hard to forget remember that.